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hiatus

2009-11-02T11:25:00.009+08:00

Hie people :) I've been extremely busy for the past few weeks so that explains the lack of updates. My finals starts tomorrow instead on the 4th, can you imagine? And it's World Literature. And on the 4th I have 2 papers. Gila ka apa. My carry marks aren't that satisfying, they're just OK, so I guess I have to work VERY hard. Hmm.

Well, I think this blog will be on hiatus til mid-November. So to my fellow UIA friends, all the best for your finals. Make your parents and loved ones proud. Ahaha.

Oh, and November 8th will mark 5 months since we've been together. Hehe.

Tata for now peeps.

bersama bintang

2009-10-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Senja kini berganti malam, menutup hari yg lelah, dimanakah engkau berada, aku tak tahu dimana. Pernah kita lalui semua, jerit, tangis, canda, tawa, kini hanya untaian kata, hanya itulah yg aku punya. Tidurlah, selamat malam, lupakan sajalah aku, mimpilah dalam tidurmu, bersama bintang. Sesungguhnya aku tak bisa, jalani waktu tanpamu, perpisahan bukanlah duka, meski harus menyisakan luka. Tidurlah, selamat malam, lupakan sajalah aku, mimpilah dalam tidurmu, bersama bintang.

Drive

IIUM close tennis tournament

2009-10-17T17:41:00.003+08:00

a SEMI-FINALIST!
a medal and a certificate!

Alhamdulillah. Next time finalist pulak. heehee.

Sekarang misi nak putihkan muka balik! Huwa.

Thank you so much Najwa and Nisa for being great supporters. Muah muah.
And thank you to Fitri too. :)

rojak

2009-10-14T22:27:00.005+08:00

pje, diy, nisa, aishah, najwa. photo from najwa's camera.

Hie!
Aishah came to hang out with us today. Aaa, they all made my day! Today was so nice. :) Aishah is getting prettier and HOTTER I tell you, and there's just something about her body! Okay I sound like a complete lesbo but hey, you know I'm not!
Tengok gambar atas ni. All of us have our own way of dressing kan? Kita lima memang berbeza dari segi pakaian. So kalau orang tengok kita lima kat mana2, orang pun tak boring la kan? Muka pun beza2, ada yang macam pakistani (aishah), malay (me), chinese (pje/najwa), arab (nisa), thai (pje/najwa).. Hahaha da mula mengarut ni!

Sayang korang! :)

weee hello coloursss!

2009-10-12T00:51:00.001+08:00

I finally painted something!

I'm so happy! I missed painting so very much!

tentang seorang saiko dalam kelas BM

2009-10-06T23:25:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah sangat sangat.
90% of my assignments are done! Ahh yes, one assignment left and I hope I'm able to finish it as soon as possible. Last week was a hectic one. I practically broke down in tears almost every day. It was such a stressful week. This week has been pretty okay so far. The masquerade dinner was not thaaat awesome, it was just okay.

One of the many reasons why I was so stressed out is because of a pervert + psycho in my Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya class who kept sms-ing me very unpleasent things. Almost every one hour my phone went BZZZ BZZZ, thanks to him. Yes, I did layan him for one and a half days because I wanted to see how far he can go, and bloody hell, it went as far as "saya nak buat awak mandi hadas" and "saya nak buat lovebite kat awak". What the hell! What the hell was on his mind?! I could not tahan so I stopped him but he refused to stop. I started attacking him until he CALLED. I answered. I wanted to yell at him so much when he said Sorry because he said it in a "manja" way, EEGHHH disgusting! But according to Nisa I was not garang enough because I didn't say stuff like "babi kau" "pukimak" "sial lah kau" "f**k you" etc. I only said those things under my breath. Damn, I think my patience level was VERY high at that time and only God knows that. Til now I still don't know which guy though because that class has like.. 12 to 15 guys altogether? And only 5 girls. Yep.

Perhaps I don't have to know who sebab kalau dah tau, nanti mesti lagi benciiiiii, hati jadi macam batu apiiii, pastu mesti nak tikam dia dengan parang ke apeee, atau suruh sesiapa yang kaki pukul supaya bantai dia habisss2, pastu pulak jadi stress kalau teringat muka diaaaa. Heiiii nauzubillah.. memang menguji kesabaran sangat sangat. Geli la, geli!

There's BM tomorrow but don't worry cos I'm gonna be just fiiine. :)

;( !

2009-09-25T16:08:00.003+08:00

Haih, tiba2 jadi stress memikirkan pasal assignments, presentations and midterms yang belum habis! Kenapa la semuanya lecturers nak buat lepas raya? Buat sebelum raya hari tu kan senang, by now mesti semua dah settle. Tapi ni satu habuk pun tak buat lagi. Okay my fault. I should've started doing my assignments before raya. Tu lah nak kata stress, padahal diri sendiri yang bikin otak stress. Manusia selalu macam tu. Boleh je takda stress kalau dah siap ni semua before raya. Hah it's ok it's ok! I'm used to last-minute preparations. Biasanya last2 minute ni la dapat buat kerja yang mantap! Hahaha. Inshaallah. So I'm going back to uia tomorrow. Sedihnya dengar, kan! Rumah dekat je, tapi balik sehari awal. Takpe lah. :)

Nanti ada theatre club AGD :D

pointless

2009-09-24T15:10:00.003+08:00

budak bandar masuk kampung

2009-09-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

Hi! Hmm nak tulis apa eh hari ni.

Oh, 2 hari lepas balik kampung, in Melaka. Dah takda sesiapa kat kampung kecuali nek mok and noyang (mummy's grandma). Busy sangat dengan classes baru raya ni dapat balik and visit diaorang. Dapat ziarah jugak kubur atuk and nenek. Rindu beraya kat rumah diaorang. I was still very small and didn't know how to appreciate them, but thank God I remember some precious moments of berhari raya at kampung. To those who still have a kampung and grandparents, please learn to appreciate them!

Ok paling tak dapat lupa, malam tu tengah ramai2 main bunga api dengan sedara-mara.. tengah main2 skali tu bunga api dari mana ntah jatuh kat atas kaki. Yang lawaknya, lepas 2 3 minit baru sedar. Pastu baru rasa sakit. Hahaha. Pastu masuk dalam bagitau siapa ntah then entah siapa suruh lalukan air kat atas kaki.. pastu letak obat.. jadi pedih! Sampai sekarang bekas tu ada lagi tapi dah tak obvious sangat.

Dalam halaman kampung atok ada longkang or sungai, tak pasti apa tapi ada air mengalir la. Dalam tu ada banyak ikan kecik2 and me and my relatives would catch them and put them in a large pail of water. Best sangat! Pastu dah lama2 baru lepaskan balik dalam sungai/longkang tu.

Dalam halaman kampung pun atok nenek tanam banyak pokok buah macam rambutan, jambu, durian, kelapa, banyak lagi la! Dah nama pun kampung. Tapi yang paling ingat, petik buah jambu yang dah masak, dengan mummy kalau tak silap. Sekali petik dapat banyaaaak sangat sebab pokok tu besar, rajin berbuah. Kalau ada buah kelapa yang dah masak, atok would bukak and curah air kelapa kat dalam tu dalam jug and I would squat in front of him and watch the whole process. Isinya pun atok amek habis2 letak dalam jug skali. Lepas tu letak ais dalam jug and minum ramai2! Ah.. heaven. Fyi I loooove air kelapa (without sugar please!).

Paling best bila atok nenek and suma2 la, nak bersihkan kampung like kumpul daun2 yang dah mati, barang2 dalam rumah like papers yang dah tak guna, semua benda yang boleh dibuang and dibakar, we all would pile them up into a rubbish heap outside the house and BURN themmm! Api besar, api besar! Yes. And I would watch the fire anxiously. There's just something about the way it moves, you know? Until now I still love watching a fire.

Okay, just felt like sharing them with all of you so I hope you don't mind. :) I miss them and I would cry every time I look at their photos. Mummy sometimes reminds me of nenek because she looks a lot like nenek, seriously. Oh.. and I dreamt of atok once. I had this dream a few weeks after I got back from Mekah in 2005 (atok passed away in 1999). Atok was in his kain ihram and he was standing in front of the kaabah. I was behind him because I remember him turning to look at me. I looked up at him, and then he smiled.

"You left us at the graveyard!" - mummy

2009-09-20T15:31:00.004+08:00

Salam! Wow, date hari raya tahun ni cantik! 20.09.2009.

I'm supposed to be resting because everyone else in the house is resting except me. It's not that I'm not tired, I really am, my shoulders hurt so much, but the semangat raya in me keeps burning the tired-ness away. Logik ke? Haha.

What a very funny day.
Nak pendek cerita, after solat raya this morning we(my parents, brother and I) went to visit Nenek's kubur. Since it's raya, of course the kiara kubur was packed. Cars were parked everywhere but it was not SO bad lah sebab kubur kiara besar and luas. Lepas lawat kubur nenek, dad and banglong went inside the car while mum and I lawat kubur allahyarhamah hajah asiah who just passed away about a week ago since dua2 kubur dah dekat. She was an orang kuat masjid whom I had met a couple of times and a good friend of my mom too. Pastu lawat lagi satu kubur, mom's friend jugak, passed away last december, pun dekat2 je kubur. After we finished with our doa, we headed to the car, but it was not there.

"Mummy, mana kereta?"

"Eh.. tak tau. Mana daddy??"

"Tak tau! Takkan dorang dah balik?"

"Dorang tinggalkan kita kat sini?"

"Takkan la!"

"Dorang tinggalkan kita la Ana!"

"Ha?! Ya Allah!!!"

"They left us!"

"Takkan la daddy tak perasan kita takda dalam kereta!"

"Ntah daddy perasan ke tak!"

"Mummy, macam mana ni?? Kita takda phone!"

"Jalan je la sampai junction pintu masuk tu, mana tau daddy patah balik"

Lawak nak mampus ok! Boleh tak dua2 dah masuk dalam kereta n drove off tapi tak perasan yang backseat kosong? The car is long but not thaaat long pun! Mom and I laughed like hell while walking back to the pintu masuk and it was a long walk ok. Thank God the weather was nice. Kitaorang pun tunggu la kat depan tu macam orang yang sesat nak cari jalan pulang, dengan banyak stalls depan tu jual fresh flowers n wangi-wangian untuk kubur.

We were hoping daddy would come back and fetch us, tu pun mummy couldn't stop saying stuff like "ntah daddy perasan ke tak kita takda" "ntah2 dah sampai rumah baru sedar kita takda dalam kereta". We laughed sooo hard. Nak dekat 20 minit jugak la tunggu, until mom borrowed handphone mak cik yang jaga stall situ and called the house. Mum asked kaklang to call daddy, yadda yadda, after 10 minutes daddy keluar dari pintu masuk kubur, went up to us and explained. Rupanya dorang tak keluar daripada tempat tu pun lagi. Memang they both didn't realize that we weren't in the car, until halfway keluar from the kubur so dad had to park the car along one of the roads further up and tried calling both of us but we didn't have our handphones with us so I guess he and my brother had to wait.

What the heck kan!

ketupat rendang ayam kuah kacang lontong sambal ikan bilis kari daging

2009-09-20T00:06:00.007+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

maaf zahir dan batin

♥

psst, my flickr is updated with photos from my camera phone.

:D

2009-09-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

another tournament!

2009-09-16T17:24:00.002+08:00

Good newsss!
There's an iium tennis tournament on the 3rd and 4th of october. hehehehe I can't stop smiling :)). I didn't know about the tournament until I received a message from one of the committees this morning. Best nya! And it's a close tournament so only iium students can take part. Tapi the stressful thing is that on (in?) that week I've got 2 midterms and 1 major presentation, that is World Literature presentation. Oh, and bm kerjaya assignment due date falls on the twenty-brape-th ntah. It's gonna be a hectic week!

Alya, kena start practice betul2 balik!

"eh, diyana.."

2009-09-14T22:09:00.003+08:00

"Dah tak lomo lagi ke?"

"Cane nak lomo.. coloursplash dah agak rosak. Nak beli camera lain tapi duit takde, so takyah la.."

hello again, Amanians!

2009-09-13T22:02:00.008+08:00

adeliza, farah, diana, zalikha, izzah, nabila, aishah, me, farinna ford, nana, nael

photo by zalikha :)

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear bestfriend, Farinna Ford! I love you and I hope we will be good friends foreverrr. :) We didn't get to talk that much yesterday so I hope we both will make a plan to meet up someday, ok Ford? Just sit down and chit-chat for hours, hehehe. We've missed a lot! We seriously need to catch up on things lah.

Yesterday was nice! I'm glad Nael invited me (thank you sangat!). Dah lama tak nampak budak2 ni. Yang satu UIA pun susah nak terserempak, kan Nabila kan?? Ni yang geram ni. We had kenny rogers for berbuka and surprisingly the portion was big! Biasanya kecik? Bulan Ramadhan I guess hehe.

Thank you girls for yesterday!

2 minggu cuti, wee!

2009-09-10T22:14:00.009+08:00

Hello :)
Semalam 090909!

Yesterday was nice and memorable walaupun tak lama sangat. Dia bawa pegi makan tom yam yang so far paling sedap in kl and selangor. Wee :D Apa lagi, tom yam udang has always been my choice of tom yam, wajib dengan nasi putih and telur dadar. Uuumh! I looove. And I'm craving for another one right now! :( But thank you for yesterday syg. :)

K, so I believe all of us uia-ians are going home tomorrow! :D Ahhh I can't wait! Can't wait to make kuih raya with my mum and my sisters, and solat hari raya in masjid at-taqwa, see men and guys in baju melayu and songkok (seriously, I love seeing them in baju melayu. suma nampak handsomeee!) and see hundreds of luxury cars parked outside the masjid (heheh) and wear my new baju kurung and bersalam-salaman and get duit raya from my parents! And take photoss. Hehehe. Although I have no atok and nenek anymore, I'm syukur enough to still have my parents and my siblings, they mean the world to me and I cannot live without them and am scared to imagine living without them or one of them. I hope this Ramadhan and Syawal won't be our last Ramadhan and Syawal together as a complete family. Well, one good thing about next year's Ramadhan and Syawal is that we will have a newcomer in the family, that is.. Kaklang's husband-to-be! Hehe. She's getting married sometime early next year sooo of course I'm looking forward to the wedding! Haha and I have to make a speech that night. I plan to make everyone in the hall laugh their heart out so wish me luck and pray for me! (be prepared kaklang, you will be dimalukan. hahaha. takdelah)

Hmm apa lagi nak tulis.

Lepas dua minggu cuti terus ada midterms and presentation so tak boleh la cuti sangat kan. My world literature presentation on The Guide falls on october 1st. I bought the book weeeeks ago but I still haven't finished reading it so SHOOT! When am I gonna have a second or third round of the book? The story is nice, no doubt about that, but the cover is so.. tak lawa and it makes me lemah semangat every time I look at it. Well of course muka depan buku penting jugak! Diyana ni mengada la, kan? :(

Ah.. I miss his voice.

"If I feel like hearing your voice, can I just call you, say Hi and hear you say a few words and then hang up?"
"Then I will kick your a** the next day".

Jahatnye!

Oh yea, his birthday according to kalendar islam is on the first day of Syawal. Isn't that cool? Sebab tu nama dia Fitri. :D

OK lah.
Selamat berpuasa lagi beberapa hari, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin, selamat bercuti, selamat melantak kuih raya, rendang, etc.,

and...

I wanna say sorry if I've ever hurt anyone's feelings.. I'm sorry if I haven't been a good friend or whatsoever.. I'm sorry, tennis court, dah lama tak main tennis (sebab petang selalu hujan!) and... apa-apa lah. (Mari kita mulakan dengan ayat cliche) I'm just another weak hamba Allah, I make mistakes and I have a lot of sins but at least I do seek for His forgiveness every day and pray to Him.

Take care everyone.

pada suatu hari..

2009-09-08T23:33:00.007+08:00

Ada sorang budak tu, kalau senyum kat dia, 100 kali pun, dia tak pernah nak senyum balik. Tak pernah respond. Selalu buat muka takda perasaan, and I thought "ergh, gila sombong. macam la tak kenal langsung! dunia ni kecik la bro". And then there was this one time when I sat at hs cafe, chit-chatting with my girlfriends. He was there too with his friends and his table was a little further than mine but we were kinda facing each other. I glanced at him many times, tanda tak puas hati dia buat dek je kat kita, and yes he did notice but you know what? Dia buat bodo je, buat tak tau, pastu buat muka macam tak puas hati. Ee! Sejak hari tu, dah malas da nak layan budak ni. Sombong nak mamps. Bajet macho ka? Kita kenal kot. Nak kata kita gatal, ee, takde masa, friendly smile je! Perasan dah ke? Egh. This was maybe almost a year ago.
(Maybe) half a year later, I took short semester and was in the same class as this budak sombong. Haha.. buat tak tau sudahh. Skali tu, I got involved in a play. Dia pun sama. Jadi, mesti la banyak kali jumpa. Dia tak sombong rupanya, dia baik je. Sekarang? Dah lebih lebih lebih daripada kawan. Haha. Itulah ceritanya. Gila cam summary kan?

Happy 3rd month.. anniv-? Ee tanak! 3rd month je cukup.

Hehe :)

♥

:)

2009-09-03T22:03:00.003+08:00

dapat hidayah!

2009-09-02T15:44:00.005+08:00

I've made up my mind and I've listened to my heart. I'm gonna go for literature. I'm gonna specialize in literature, to be exact. And maybe I'm gonna minor in islamic revealed knowledge... MAYBE. If I were to minor in sociology, I might have to extend one or two long semesters. Tak nak lah wei!
Do I still have a future? Inshaallah OF COURSE I do! Amin! And inshaallah I will complete my studies in 2 years time. Toloooonglah please.

Mary suka jaga kambing

2009-08-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

Mariam jaga kambing, jaga kambing, jaga kambing, mariam jaga kambing, bulu putih bersih.

Mana saja ia pergi, ia pergi, ia pergi, mana saja ia pergi, anak kambing ikut sama.

Satu hari ke sekolah, ke sekolah, ke sekolah, satu hari ke sekolah, buat Mariam susah.

Murid ketawa riang, ketawa riang, ketawa riang, murid ketawa riang, mlihat kambing Mariam.

Mariam jaga kambing, jaga kambing, jaga kambing, Mariam jaga kambing, bulu putih bersih.

apakah?

2009-08-21T22:13:00.006+08:00

After Isya' I went to the cafe to have my dinner. I ordered nasi goreng ikan masin, telur dadar and udang masak merah. Lepas dia panggil food dah siap, I went to the counter la take my food.

Orang kafe: Banyak makan dia ni.. sebab esok nak puasa, jadi nak balas dendam ya?
Me: Haha.. lebih kurang la!
Orang kafe: hahaha *smiles*

and I went back to my seat and ate while watching Nur Kasih religiously.
I was almost done eating when I decided to buy a drink, takut tercekik, so I went to the counter. The same guy was behind the counter. He knew I wanted to buy a drink but my mouth was full so I pointed my finger la at the air limau. Pastu boleh takkk dia imitate cara aku kunyah makanan yang ada dlm mulut aku dengan buat pipi kembung kononnya dia pun tengah mengunyah? I just had to laugh because he looked so funny.

Orang kafe: Awak ni.. suka bersukan kan?
Me: A ah.
Orang kafe: Bagusla.. nanti badan sentiasa sihat. Jangan berhenti bersukan.. nanti esok-esok lepas kahwin pun sambung bersukan, kalau tak badan naik. Kalau awak bersukan nanti badan awak tak naik.
Me: Hahahaha ye ye.. betul..

Nasib baik muka dia comel. I think he's a Sabahan.

ps: All my sorrows flew away,
hush keep quiet hear me say,
I don’t ever want you to go,
please stay..
with the moonlight dancing free,
and there’s no one but you and me,
there’s no reason to go astray,
please staaay!

weee! sooo looking forward to her next book!

2009-08-21T16:49:00.002+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

susan

2009-08-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

Susan mesti sibuk siapkan baju-baju raya.
Kesian dia.
Susan, baju kurung putih saya dah siap?
Saya tak sabar nak pakai!

sakit kepala yang best

2009-08-19T20:01:00.004+08:00

Ada lagu dalam kepala.
Lagu apa pun tak tau.
Ada bunyi violin,
piano,
gitar,
dengan suara orang.
Suara siapa ni eh?
Dia tengah nyanyi.
Penuh emosi pulak tu.
Best!

ps: bunyi macam baru lepas hisap dadah je. hahahaha!

see you when i see you!

2009-08-16T02:55:00.005+08:00